| Cause ANYONE likes chris...good joke |
[18 Oct 2005|11:42pm] |
ScDevils6 (11:13:29 PM): what happened?
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Auto response from Rotarunna1 (11:13:29 PM): to all you so called "friends" out there who turned your backs on me because of some shit that a kid you dont know told you, to all of you who gave me a chance, to all of you who had enough in you to say shit behind my back and not to my face, ur all cowards and i just wanna say thanks!
RedAlert986 (11:01:27 PM): first off.. any guy who beats on the gf;s.. is a fuckin pussy
RedAlert986 (11:01:32 PM): and deserves a fuckin good ass kickin
RedAlert986 (11:06:03 PM): and for him to say that shit.. he aint a real friend at all
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Rotarunna1 (11:14:49 PM): well one day he just randomly decided to stop being friends with me, because of my relationship with becca. He's been saying i dont deserve a relationship, saying im a horrible BF and that im always yelling at Becca, and all this other untrue crap. And even if it is true WHO THE HELL IS HE TO TELL ME WHAT MY RELATIONSHIP SHOULD BE LIKE...he's not my friend because of MY relationship? wtf is that
Rotarunna1 (11:15:05 PM): so he went behid my back and has pretty much turned all my friends agasint me
Rotarunna1 (11:15:35 PM): they all like sat down with him, half of them have never even heard of him, and he like talked to them about my relationship. like they actually sat down and just trashed talked about me and my relationship
Rotarunna1 (11:15:40 PM): how pathetic is taht
ScDevils6 (11:15:46 PM): ill fucking kill them all yo
ScDevils6 (11:15:48 PM): thats fucked up
ScDevils6 (11:15:55 PM): have any of them even spoken to becca about it?
Rotarunna1 (11:16:00 PM): its MY relationship, and he's freaking going around talking about it, like he's in it
Rotarunna1 (11:16:04 PM): nope
Rotarunna1 (11:16:07 PM): they all talked to him first
Rotarunna1 (11:16:11 PM): and now becca isnt talking to them
Rotarunna1 (11:16:35 PM): because half of the people chris talked to, dont even like chris, they just started talking about it cause of course chris brought it up
Rotarunna1 (11:17:06 PM): and now he's sayig all this stuff that becca's parents dont like me, half my friends dont like me. Im like "dude they hate you, why would i listen to you" hes just jealous
Rotarunna1 (11:17:08 PM): idk he's fucked up
Rotarunna1 (11:17:10 PM): i hate him
ScDevils6 (11:17:41 PM): im sorry bro
ScDevils6 (11:17:45 PM): if theres anything i can do let me know
Rotarunna1 (11:19:34 PM): yeah shut chris up, cause to this day he's still going on about it, like right now i guarantee he's talking to someone about it, cause thats how obsessed he is with my relationship and trying to destroy it. He even made stuff up to try and get becca and i mad at eachother to fight with eachother
ScDevils6 (11:20:03 PM): thats so fucked up
Rotarunna1 (11:20:43 PM): and he thinks he's right about everything too
Rotarunna1 (11:20:48 PM): like you cant tell him otherwise
Rotarunna1 (11:21:03 PM): like he's really hardcore into getting becca and i to break up
ScDevils6 (11:21:13 PM): thats so weird
ScDevils6 (11:21:18 PM): u should pop him in the fucking mouth
Rotarunna1 (11:21:33 PM): he went around asking all of my friends wat they think about my relationship and is now using it against me to try and make me feel bad...he's freaking kiling me
Rotarunna1 (11:21:39 PM): haha i told him that if i saw him i would
ScDevils6 (11:21:45 PM): haha tru
ScDevils6 (11:21:48 PM): yo just ignore him
ScDevils6 (11:21:56 PM): as long as u and becca are happy thats all that matters
ScDevils6 (11:22:00 PM): fuck that shit
Rotarunna1 (11:22:16 PM): and then he told me that people were saying that becca wanted me to go away to college, so she wouldnt have to see me,and that she was happy i got a job so that i couldnt bother her anymore.
Rotarunna1 (11:22:35 PM): he made shit up like that to try to get me to be mad at becca hoping it would lead to fighting and us breaking up
Rotarunna1 (11:22:38 PM): like WHO DOES THIS
Rotarunna1 (11:22:43 PM): WHO HAS TIME TO DO THAT?
Rotarunna1 (11:22:47 PM): WHO CARES THAT MUCH
ScDevils6 (11:23:03 PM): thats fucking crazy bro
ScDevils6 (11:23:07 PM): i could never see him doin that shit
Rotarunna1 (11:23:21 PM): and the sad part is, that all the people who he talked to, were my closest friends, or well i thought they were friends
Rotarunna1 (11:23:25 PM): dude he's messsed up
ScDevils6 (11:23:40 PM): wow bro
Rotarunna1 (11:23:46 PM): now he's going for a girl im my group of friends, and now he's hanging out with my friends everynight, like he's trying to impress them
Rotarunna1 (11:23:58 PM): he's like that
Rotarunna1 (11:24:05 PM): and idk if i ever told you but he hit joanna
ScDevils6 (11:24:27 PM): joanna who?
Rotarunna1 (11:24:32 PM): vergara
ScDevils6 (11:24:42 PM): like abused her/
ScDevils6 (11:24:43 PM): ?
Rotarunna1 (11:25:02 PM): he hit her
ScDevils6 (11:25:06 PM): what
ScDevils6 (11:25:10 PM): thats so crazy
Rotarunna1 (11:25:10 PM): yeah
ScDevils6 (11:25:13 PM): i could never hit a girl
ScDevils6 (11:25:18 PM): i threw nicole onto the bed one time
ScDevils6 (11:25:21 PM): but she hit me first
Rotarunna1 (11:25:23 PM): the guys abusive
ScDevils6 (11:25:24 PM): and i didnt hit her
Rotarunna1 (11:25:32 PM): yeah she punched him so he hit her back
ScDevils6 (11:25:35 PM): just picked her up and threw her on the bed so she would stop hitting me
Rotarunna1 (11:26:01 PM): yeah like becca and i play fight
Rotarunna1 (11:26:03 PM): but he hit her
ScDevils6 (11:26:49 PM): damn
ScDevils6 (11:26:55 PM): i think the best thing to do is just ignore him
Rotarunna1 (11:27:00 PM): to this day though he will deny it
ScDevils6 (11:27:03 PM): be happy with becca and forget all this bullshit
Rotarunna1 (11:27:03 PM): i am man
Rotarunna1 (11:27:07 PM): i blocked him and everything
ScDevils6 (11:27:12 PM): im sorry u gotta go through all this shit
Rotarunna1 (11:27:18 PM): thanks man
ScDevils6 (11:27:22 PM): yea no prob
ScDevils6 (11:27:26 PM): i just want u to be happy
Rotarunna1 (11:27:26 PM): ur a true friend
ScDevils6 (11:27:31 PM): i cant believe he would snoop so low
ScDevils6 (11:27:34 PM): thats fucked up
ScDevils6 (11:27:35 PM): seriously
Rotarunna1 (11:27:55 PM): yeah well thats chris, and i always saw it but i just ignored it, now i see how he is though
ScDevils6 (11:28:06 PM): yea
ScDevils6 (11:28:09 PM): thats so crazy
Rotarunna1 (11:28:13 PM): He's mentally messed up and has social issues, thats why he goes to a psychiatrist
ScDevils6 (11:28:23 PM): he goes to a psychiatrist?
ScDevils6 (11:28:32 PM): i didnt know that
Rotarunna1 (11:28:36 PM): yeah he does
SweetStyle in NY (12:17:43 AM): what happened with chris or would you rather not talk about it
Rotarunna1 (12:18:10 AM): like you dont frekaing know, dont make me more mad alyssa
Rotarunna1 (12:18:14 AM): you know exactly wat happeend
SweetStyle in NY (12:18:54 AM): i thought you meant like something else happened today
Rotarunna1 (12:19:01 AM): no its just EVERYDAY
Rotarunna1 (12:19:03 AM): its continuous
Rotarunna1 (12:19:05 AM): his a/m's
Rotarunna1 (12:19:11 AM): his private comments to me
Rotarunna1 (12:19:21 AM): his comments on my livejournal
Rotarunna1 (12:19:41 AM): his all of a sudden getting all of my friends to now stab me in the back
SweetStyle in NY (12:19:57 AM): so just ignore his immaturity. honestly, just pretend everything he says to you/writes/etc., pretend it's not there and be the bigger more mature person, it may be hard but it's not impossible to block him out
Rotarunna1 (12:20:11 AM): its so funny all of ur friends, ya know john sarah kayla they all use to HATE chris, now all of a sudden he's a groupie and now he's turned them against me
Rotarunna1 (12:20:24 AM): and he wont sto
Rotarunna1 (12:20:27 AM): stop*
Rotarunna1 (12:20:29 AM): idk why he's doing this
SweetStyle in NY (12:20:34 AM): and if he is rounding up all your friends to go against you, then sadly they weren't your real friends in the first place to have turned their backs on you that quickly. life's funny like that.. we learn things the hard way and it sucks but it's reality
Rotarunna1 (12:20:51 AM): one day we were having fun at the mall, the next day out of nowhere its like he got this undying hatred for me and is trying to destroy my life and relationship
Rotarunna1 (12:21:13 AM): and i ask him to stop and he says "why"
SweetStyle in NY (12:21:19 AM): because it's this simple. most of the people in this world are fake, and they'll do anything for attention and anything to be heard and they'll turn their backs on people in the blink of an eye if they think for that second it's going to be more worth it
Rotarunna1 (12:21:35 AM): "you dont deserve a relationship"
Rotarunna1 (12:21:48 AM): "your a crappy boyfriend"
Rotarunna1 (12:21:56 AM): "you get mad at her when she doesnt go to your meets"
Rotarunna1 (12:22:08 AM): "you fight over this and that"
Rotarunna1 (12:22:29 AM): YEAH i know we fight, nothing is perfect thats why our relationship is good. A relationship is something ur suppose to work out and fight for
Rotarunna1 (12:22:32 AM): its never suppose to be easy
Rotarunna1 (12:22:52 AM): and OMG he thinks he's the freaking love doctor and knows EVERYTHING about love and relationships, he's NEVER wrong about ANYTHING
Rotarunna1 (12:23:10 AM): then he tells me that becca lies to me and says things to him and then when i ask her if they are true that she's lying to me
Rotarunna1 (12:23:18 AM): he said that becca said she wanted me to go away to college
Rotarunna1 (12:23:29 AM): and is happy that i have a job now, so that i cant bug her to hang out anymore
Rotarunna1 (12:23:34 AM): he said that becca said that stuff
Rotarunna1 (12:23:38 AM): so now idk who to believe
Rotarunna1 (12:23:52 AM): and he just keeps digging this shit into me and WONT STOP even when i ask him to
Rotarunna1 (12:23:55 AM): and IDK WHY HE"S DOING IT
Rotarunna1 (12:23:58 AM): I DIDNT DO ANTHING TO HIM EVER
Rotarunna1 (12:24:05 AM): this just RANDOMLY came out of nowhere
SweetStyle in NY (12:24:14 AM): well, why would becca lie to you about that stuff.. she says you are the one person in the world she thinks cares about her out of everyone, why would she want to lie to you and try and mess up what you two have and have worked so hard to achieve in almost a year?
SweetStyle in NY (12:24:27 AM): ..just something to ponder.
Rotarunna1 (12:24:31 AM): no its not that
Rotarunna1 (12:24:46 AM): she lies to me because she's afraid i'll get mad if she tells me the truth
Rotarunna1 (12:24:53 AM): thats why she lies to me about some things
Rotarunna1 (12:24:57 AM): because sh'es scared lol
Rotarunna1 (12:25:02 AM): i mean look at me im scary right
SweetStyle in NY (12:25:17 AM): i don't find you scary, but maybe that's me
Rotarunna1 (12:25:30 AM): no its just that, and you know from experience, when im mad im mad
SweetStyle in NY (12:25:37 AM): yes i know
Rotarunna1 (12:25:51 AM): like last week i had a race in the city
Rotarunna1 (12:25:55 AM): she said she would be there
Rotarunna1 (12:25:58 AM): she didnt show up
Rotarunna1 (12:26:07 AM): she emailed me the morning before the race saying she wasnt going to be there
Rotarunna1 (12:26:21 AM): so i got mad, is it wrong for me to be mad/upset that she pulled out last minute?
Rotarunna1 (12:26:44 AM): she said her mom wouldnt take her and that she was so upset and mad too
Rotarunna1 (12:28:54 AM): so i get home from my meet, shower, get dressed and rush off to her game just to see her kick. i didnt want her to see me because i was mad at her, but i did want her to see me. i was sitting by myself, so noticable, she didnt even see me or look. And she just looked so freaking happy with her friends and it hurt. idk, like she says she's so upset that she culdnt be there, yet she's off giggling, jumping around and everything. Then she finally saw me and i just like sort of walked off after we talked for a lil bit
Rotarunna1 (12:29:33 AM): it really seemed like she didnt care so i got mad
Rotarunna1 (12:29:48 AM): so when becca gets upset, she talks to people to get help
Rotarunna1 (12:29:59 AM): so of course she im'd chris asking for advice
Rotarunna1 (12:30:25 AM): and then all hell broke loose
SweetStyle in NY (12:30:27 AM): and that's when he then came to you with the information and used it against you?
Rotarunna1 (12:30:32 AM): yeah
Rotarunna1 (12:30:56 AM): even when becca and i dont fight, all people ever think we are doing is fighting and that were bad
SweetStyle in NY (12:31:06 AM): see that's where it gets sticky.. people think they can trust one another and ask one another for advice and then that person turns around and may alter the story and creates even more drama that was supposed to be intended to be made
Rotarunna1 (12:31:41 AM): we could be great for weeks, no one would know, and would jsut assumre were bad, and everyone keeps telling us, we dont belong together or in a relationship together, that im a crappy boyfriend and they are just looking out for becca. Chris freaking said to me that i dont belong in a relationship
Rotarunna1 (12:32:42 AM): so now everytime chris goes out he ends up going out with John, Sarah, Lisa, Lauran and the rest of the gang. Like the other night they all went to Laurens. The entire night they trashed talked my relationship
Rotarunna1 (12:32:54 AM): WHO THE HELL WASTE TIME OF THEIR LIFE DOING THAT?
Rotarunna1 (12:32:59 AM): IS THERE NOTHING BETTER TO DO?
SweetStyle in NY (12:33:09 AM): apparently not
SweetStyle in NY (12:33:15 AM): they all jsut sit around and tlak about all of us
Rotarunna1 (12:33:16 AM): I MEAN I DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL
SweetStyle in NY (12:33:23 AM): or so i've come to understand
Rotarunna1 (12:33:27 AM): WAT DID I EVER DO TO THEM TO DESERVE THIS
SweetStyle in NY (12:33:30 AM): nothing
Rotarunna1 (12:33:31 AM): FUCK THEM
Rotarunna1 (12:33:38 AM): IM SLASHING TIRES
Rotarunna1 (12:33:44 AM): AND THROWING BRICKS LOL
Rotarunna1 (12:34:39 AM): and idk why im even talking to you about this, you and chris had a little talk of your own "i cant wait till its over with, life will just be so much better"
SweetStyle in NY (12:34:42 AM): but apparently they think they're better or have nothing better to do with their time and so picking on us and our lives gives them some sort of satisfaction and time filler. after al of this, all i have to say is it's pretty pathetic they spend their free time bashing their "best friends" i mean we give them soemthing to talk about, looks bad on their parts because they're judging us.. maybe they should take a look at their lives before they are so quick to throw words around about us
SweetStyle in NY (12:35:45 AM): i don't recall ever saying that.. when i talked to him i wasn't talking to you nor were becca and i really talking because we never saw each other so how would your relationship ending effect me? it wouldn't.. but i really don't recall much of that converstaion so i don't want to put words in anyones motuh
Rotarunna1 (12:36:53 AM): yeah
Rotarunna1 (12:36:56 AM): well w.e
Rotarunna1 (12:37:47 AM): anyways
Rotarunna1 (12:37:49 AM): so NOW
Rotarunna1 (12:38:05 AM): all chris does is everyday, everytime he finds someone else who agrees with his views
Rotarunna1 (12:38:34 AM): he feels it necessary to say "no one likes ur relationship, they ALL hate it, everyone agrees with me, its just proves that im right"
Rotarunna1 (12:38:47 AM): and all this stuff and it just makes me want to go to his house and kill him
Rotarunna1 (12:39:43 AM): o no sorry i didnt even think about my a/m when i put it up, i apologize if he's giving you crap now
SweetStyle in NY (12:40:37 AM): i really don't care
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Auto response from Rotarunna1 (12:40:37 AM): SweetStyle in NY (12:34:42 AM): but apparently they think they're better or have nothing better to do with their time and so picking on us and our lives gives them some sort of satisfaction and time filler. after al of this, all i have to say is it's pretty pathetic they spend their free time bashing their "best friends" i mean we give them soemthing to talk about, looks bad on their parts because they're judging us.. maybe they should take a look at their lives before they are so quick to throw words around about us
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SweetStyle in NY (12:40:44 AM): and he didn't im me sooo whatever
Rotarunna1 (12:40:54 AM): good he's a dick
SweetStyle in NY (12:41:01 AM): haha
Rotarunna1 (12:41:06 AM): no really
Rotarunna1 (12:41:11 AM): he's the biggest one ever
Rotarunna1 (12:42:06 AM): and i said to him..."instead of screaming at me, why dont you try...hey you guys need to calm down with the fighting it wont be good for you guys...and then you and i can work it out after" he said maybe i really dont wanna work it out with you
Rotarunna1 (12:42:37 AM): like why is MY relationship affecting HIS life?
Rotarunna1 (12:43:10 AM): its MY relationship NOT his, why is he being affected or think he can take part in it and try to interepret wat my relationship is?
SweetStyle in NY (12:43:11 AM): so then there you have it.. apparently the friendship you thought you shared with his isn't what it once was, sadly
Rotarunna1 (12:43:56 AM): he's an asshole
SweetStyle in NY (12:44:04 AM): he shouldn't.. your relationship is your business, he has no say in the matter and you shouldn't let his words affect you
Rotarunna1 (12:45:01 AM): ive never done anything to him and here he is trying to rip her and i apart. He's telling me lies hoping im going to turn on becca and end us? idk i might be crazy but i think he's trying to get becca and i to turn against eachother, so that he can say he didnt break us up, but that becca and i did it to ourselves, he just started it by lying.
Rotarunna1 (12:45:09 AM): see i wanna show chris wat ur saying
Rotarunna1 (12:45:16 AM): because YOU are right not him
Rotarunna1 (12:46:04 AM): and he's IMPOSSIBLE to talk to, cause he's always right
Rotarunna1 (12:46:27 AM): dina, who is also a part of this, even said that chris said he really thinks he's right and believes we shouldnt be dating
SweetStyle in NY (12:46:42 AM): but see, that's where you have to make sure that his along with other peoples words donn't effect your relationship with her, because when all your friends turn their backs on you for whatever reason, you'll have becca left adn that has to stay what it is, as perfect as you two are with one another in your own way
Rotarunna1 (12:47:09 AM): but thats so hard when everyone is dissing you
Rotarunna1 (12:47:26 AM): its like a sports team, if they dont have fans they play like crap because there is no one boosting their confidence
SweetStyle in NY (12:48:05 AM): and that's when you have to search for some confidence in yourself, and that's not true.. you'll have becca if everyone else is dissing you, she's always on your side through it all
SweetStyle in NY (12:49:09 AM): chris, honestly. stop believing what everyone else says. what do you feel in your heart?
Rotarunna1 (12:49:42 AM): like im being the best i can be, well not the best but im working my ass off
Rotarunna1 (12:50:31 AM): i mean why cant everyone jsut be happy for us and if there are problems just let her and i work them out on our own?
SweetStyle in NY (12:50:52 AM): so then that's all you can do, you work at it, and work at it some more and you give it your all and do whatever it takes because at the end of the day, youa nd her will think it's worth it. stop thinking about everyone else and letting them get to you, you guys are letting their words and thoughts intterupt your relationship and that isn't fair. just be happy and work it out and let her know she is what matters, not them and their thoughts
Rotarunna1 (12:50:57 AM): WHY does this asshole have to think he can tell me what my relationship is?
SweetStyle in NY (12:51:05 AM): because people are nosy, busy bodies and can't get lives of their own
Rotarunna1 (12:52:08 AM): no but he seriously is Co Op on this, its his mission to destroy becca and i and he's actually sitting there waiting and praying for the day to come when and if becca and i break up
SweetStyle in NY (12:53:54 AM): so prove him wrong if you feel in your heart yu and her belong with one another
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[02 Oct 2005|11:34am] |
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Yeah so a month of school has gone by, only a few more till christmas break. Ive had a few races, ran like crap in both of them. Saw Brittany and Mextorf at the Quinnipiac Invitational. Gosh that campus is beautiful, absolutely gorgeous. So yeah as im running my warmup around campus i ran into Nicole Minio. It was good seeing her i guess. After that race i came home and just chilled at home. The next day i went to the Homecoming parade to watch my princess ride the float. After that i went to the game where Smithtown East sucked ass, but Kickline did great. Ive been watching the way i eat, and i think its taking a positive toll on my training. We've been doing alot of tough workouts lately and honestly although i struggled more this year than last year, ive been feeling better. My next race is this Friday @ 1 PM at Van Cortlandt Park in the bronx.
Yeah so one of my bestfriends has been the biggest dick alive lately, which is the reason why im not talking to him now. He thinks he can get involved in everyone's relationship and lecture me about it. its my relationship, who is he to tell me how it is. He's not in it, he just see's it from the outside. He tries to make witty comments like "hahhaha like your relationship is that deep" and trys to keep telling me im a terrible boyfriend, what im doing wrong here and there. In all honesty, look at his past, is he one to lecture me about relationships? Mr. experience over there dating a new girl every 4 months...what experience is that? NONE the only experience he has is being good at screwing up a relationships. Please guy, you cant lecture me on my own relationship. Telling me that what i feel for becca isnt true love because you think its "high school" love. HOw do you explain all those people who meet their soulmates in highschool and stick with it all their lives. Would you say thats not true love, and still hs love? Dude your not the love doctor and neither are your friends that your talking too, so get off my back. Worry about your own relationships and not mine. If mine falls apart, maybe it wasnt meant to be, but its not like that now. EVERYONE hits rough patches in a relationship, whether they come alot or not alot at all, IT HAPPENS. DO NOT TELL ME ITS GOING TO END IF FIGHTS HAPPEN. BECAUSE QUITE HONESTLY YOU DONT KNOW US..WE GET THROUGH THE FIGHTING, we work our ways through it. So just keep whatever false comments you have to say, to yourself. Go ahead be the better one and talk to other people about me and my relationship. Your a real man by doing that. I mean you must have NO life whatsoever, if you actually take time to talk about ME AND MY RELATIONSHIP, behind my back to other people. What a great conversation starter right? find something better to do with your time asshole. I love her, end of story. She's perfect for me! we fight IT HAPPENS, doesnt matter how often. I get mad at things YEAH SO WHAT, EVERYONE GETS MAD AT SOMETHING. But look at us were still together. I dont care what you have to say, there is nothing that you know, that i dont or that you can say that will make me think anything different about my relationship. Its perfect, how a relationship should be. Tough at some points and easy at others. Nothing gets better than that. I love you so much Rebecca Leigh Berger, you are my everything!
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wow i havent updated in a LONG time, and prob wont again for a long time. So summer is over and school has started. My classes at school ROCK, they are so interesting. XC is ok, im out of shape so im struggling, but i'll get through it. Just been hanging around lately with Becca and other friends. Not much to say right now, so im gonna fill out a survey. Happy 9 months baby!
:x: name = Chris
:x: piercings = Yes, one.
:x: tattoos = One
:x: height= 5'9''
:x: shoe size = 10 1/2
:x: hair color =dirty blonde
:x: siblings = Heather, Alex, Nick and Brandon
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Love Actually
:x: movie you bought = Coach Carter, Boogeyman and Aviator
:x: song you listened to = Dreams by Gavin Degraw
:x: song that was stuck in your head = You and Me by Lifehouse
:x: cd you bought =i burn cd's
:x: cd you listened to = a mix of everything
:x: person you've called = Becca
:x: person that's called you = Becca
:x: tv show you've watched = WWE !
:x: person you were thinking of = Becca
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = Yes i do
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Yes, Maine or Colorado
:x: you think about suicide = no
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = i guess?
:x: you want more piercings = Possibly
:x: you like cleaning = DEFINITELY
:x: you like roller coasters = NO
:x: you write in cursive or print = Both, depends on how fast i have to write lol
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = not really
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships =For
:x: soap operas = doesnt matter
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= yea
:x: ever cried over a boy = no
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
:x: ever been arrested = no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = herbal essence
:x: shoes do you wear = New Balance
:x: are you scared of = Heights
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= really only One
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = Once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = not sure
:x: of girls I have kissed? =eh idk 4-5 max lol
:x: of boys I have kissed? = none
:x: of girls I've slept with? = dwai
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? My few selected bestfriends
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 4-5 times
:x: of scars on my body? = 3
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = no idea
favorite:
5 letter word: Blitz
actor/actress:
Candy: Starbursts
Cartoon: Hate them
Cereal: Honey Nut Cheerios
Chewing gum: orbit
Color(s): Blue
Color nail polish: dont wear that sorry
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day: Monday
Flower: rose
Jello flavor: hate jello lol
Jewelry: My Necklace
Special skills/talents: Whisteling? Running lol
Summer/Winter: Winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: both r fun
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: Shaun or Becca
Made you cry: A Death of a great friend
You went to the movies with: Becca
Yelled at you: Becca lol she verbally abuses me
Sent you an email: My coach
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: Never
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: Nope
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: No
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: yes
Been to California: No
Hawaii: No
China: No
Canada: Yes
Europe: No
Asia: No
South America: No
Australia: No
Wished you were the opposite sex: No
What time is it now?: 5:24 pm
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: Blue
Walmart or target?: target
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: maybe go out
What was the last meal you ate?: Turkey, Hame and Cheese sandwhich
High school or college?: High School
Are you bored?: Yes
Last noise you heard?: a song
Last smell you sniffed?: Lacoste cologne
Last time you went out of state/province?: few months ago
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| The Verve Pipe-Bitter Sweet Symphony |
[31 Jul 2005|01:32pm] |
This past month has been crazy, chaotic, strange, unfair, however you want to put it. A little over 2 weeks ago, emily's sister passed away. I attended the wake and funeral, and although i didnt know Katie, i was still upset to see one of my friends crushed. Im sorry emily;now she's in God's arms. I had never been to a funeral or wake before that day, and honestly it was one of the most depressing moments of my life. Then on the 27th, one of the closest/best friends i ever had passed away in a car crash. I was at work when i heard the news, and just broke out. Why does death always strike upon the good ones? Neither of these two people deserved what happened, they were too young; hadnt even lived what life there is to live. My prayers and love are to you Katie and Christina, may you both Rest in Peace.
So two wakes and funerals in the past month is more than overwhelming, but hopefully i'll get by. This past thursday Suckafree(the softball team i am on)lost 9-8 in the championship to the Blue Barracudas. Its the best we've played all season, and although we didnt win, it was great. Good job guys! After the game we went back to Emily's house for a lil Suckafree get together. Camp has been going well, no complaints there. School is starting soon again, I DONT WANT TO GO! i hate school....
Yesterday was an amazing day. Billy, Emily, Becca and I went to Splish Splash for the day. I hadn't been there in a couple of years so i was excited. Emily, Billy and I went on every single ride in the park. It took billy all day to get emily and I to go on the Cliff Diver. After dragging us up the stairs lol, hyperventilating, heart attacks, etc. i finally went down the freaking stupid ride. IT WAS NUTS!!! I wont do that again, but it was great, i felt like i was flying lol. I love Splish Splash, i wanna go again next weekend lol. After splish splash becca and i went to Christina's wake, which was unbearable. After that we went to Starbucks where we bumped into some friends. Then headed off to becca's house where we watched Hidalgo. Today im giong running at the beach with becca and tomorrow is Christina's funeral. I hope this week is better. I love you becca!
R.I.P Christina and Katie <3
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So becca is now in Puerto Rico for a week, and im going to miss her so freaking much. Lets see what has happened since last time i updated. Another week of camp has gone by, and its quite frustrating that EVERYDAY of camp so far has been rainy. It is alot of fun though, i love the kids and the people i work with. I beat rachel in ping pong finally! Umm the Suckafree softball team is 1-3. Thursday after the games we all went back to Erin's house for a barbeque. It was fun i guess. Now im just sitting around trying to figure out what im going to do with my weekend and upcoming week. Im SO bored! The 20th i have Stephanie Wowks sweet 16, looking forward to that. I'll update later when i know what to write.
I cant wait until becca gets home! O and im looking for a second job, so if anyone has any ideas, let me know.
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